Dear everybody

Dear everybody,

pardon for my emotional post(s) before. I don't know how I wrote that. Every single word just flowed just the way they are :sigh:. Sometimes I just cannot stop or control the words. I didn't give any change to words just to make them nicer, so that's why sometimes my post sounds sarcastic :sigh:. So sorry to say. If you say, "oh, it's probably your alter ego who wrote those words.". Yay, probably. But, I even didn't know if I have alter ego or not (If I had one, I'll named it, emm....ah just forget it. Not important).

Sometimes after I post my bad-mood-post, I'll delete 'em. Usually it will take 2-7 days. Because, you know, I feel that my angel side says "oh common, it's ok right now. If you just keep it, you'll never learn to give apologize. You'll remember that you ever get mad with A, B, C. It's not healthy." But, you know, I never really delete 'em. Yes, I delete them from my blog view. But, I keep 'em as drafts. Sometimes, if I want to read, I just read 'em. If not, just ignore 'em. Simple.

Some people may prevent themselves to write diary-ish blog. For me, I don't mind. This is my blog. My own blog. I just write what I want to write. (p.s. be careful with what they called UU ITE. Have you know the issue? You'd better to know). If you say that my post was rubbish, well yeah, do you know why they make the x sign on the top of your window? (For windows, it is on the right side. For Mac, it is on the left side, the red one). Just click it, stupid. 

I'm not a kind of girl who is easy to tell somebody what I feel, esp, If I get mad. I just keep it. Ummm...no, not really. I won't say straight forward. I used to write on the FB or FS shout-out-box. But, after somebody warn me about my habit (hey you, if you read this. Thanks :) starting from zero, ya. lol). I stop to shout my feeling on FB. You know, lah. There's no private space for you on FB. hehehe...but I still keep shout on my blog. Yippiii....(sama aja geblek). Oyeah, I also have twitter and plurk. I didn't add my own friends, just to make me feel free to shout my own feeling. Because If you 'curhat' with somebody that didn't really know you, you'll get objective feedback. Trust me.

So everybody, If you have problem. Just shout out loud (yeah2...too exaggerated). I mean, just say it. Tell somebody who cares you. If you cannot, just write it. Make a note, or blog. Or whatever you want, as long as it is positive. Don't keep it by your self. You'll get mad someday.

That's all what I want to say (read: write). Sorry for my bad English (huhuhu...I should go to English course someday).